Just Realize

不懂打从什么时候开始
我已经开始对他们起了避忌心
这绝对不是本人我那幼稚无聊的作为 =3=
大致上太多事情都被我看明白了吧


I am trying not think about this matter, just leave it to a side first
I am trying find a lots of reason to let myself believe that you all still alright to me




直到有天他问我  ''你觉得人家还当你是朋友吗''
我顿时静静的  突然觉得自己好像突然反应不过来
好像是个  迟钝了的大小孩


那一晚情绪  突然真的很 down
很专心思考这问题  但不懂答案到底藏在哪里
回想起他们的一举一动  一字一句   以前的你到底去了哪里
突然总觉得我根本就没有容纳的分量  没有存在的价值
而我看似我只不过是那个多余的余额
想起来还是有一点点 HURT 的



或许  我并不属于他们的生活圈子吧
大家的来去方向有点不太一致

简单来说 style 就是不一格 LOL




I am a human that know how to learn and think
I know how look through and analyses everything that around me
大家不说  就认定没有人会知道
但这一切我都只是看在眼里  跟自己说习惯就好

就算再怎么不习惯  也得学会习惯 =)

Walk into Love

感情丰富  并不代表表达能力也要好
I just wanna get myself to have a little simple update
I am 表达能力白痴 in describe out my feeling through WORDS, it's hard for me
No matter, I am try my best to improve =D

Got someone ask me before ''Did you been through the most hard time before?''
Yes I experienced it before, but all this have been kept as mine past stories already
I try not to think about it, I don't want to let my bad experience to kill myself in sound of softly and quietly


或许这一切不美好的回忆  是个让我成长的机会




Congratulation! =X =D
All of you must 恭喜 me! Good news is over here!
I had passed my College Final Exam and I still left one more step to move on to graduate!
熬了三年  我终于做到了
My daddy and mummy was proud of me, for sure!!


Let's talk about Farewell Party!!!
Last few weeks ago, I had attended a farewell party with friends that held by our beloved junior
They tried their hard work and effort to make this party
YES we notice about this


I APPRECIATED TO ALL OF YOU ♥

This year's Mothers day was fall on 13.5.2012!!
And yet we was early celebrated with our beloved mummy
Although not a big celebration for her, but I know she enjoyed it well
We deeply love you mom!!!
You are the most precious person in my life
We have had some bad times together, but we have to learn to get along
If we love each other our love will keep us together. Mom I also want to thank you for the great siblings you have given to me
I can never express my feelings to you but still I say that I have loved you, you are still very close to my heart and I will always love you
So happy mother's day to my mom and for all those mothers out there too!


Happy Mother's Day!!! ♥